this blog entry i added to my myspace.
if you feel the same way as i do, please voice your opinions.
Is it wrong to like a certain type of girl or guy? why would it be wrong to like a pretty girl no matter if she is fat or skinny? i mean most girls perfer tall men over short men like myself? i'm 5'4 and i get turned down for that, isn't that a judgement? how can anyone judge another person just because they are short or fat or skinny? easy no one takes the time to know what their perosnality is first. i do, i judge people who they are, not what they look like. but time over time again throughout my life i been judged only on my height, weight and looks. am i allowed to say something bad? no i'm not? and why is that? why can women judge each other and judge men when in fact when a man judges a woman men are called pigs, stuck up and self centered. isn't women all those too?
I am judged not only on my looks and height and weight but the kind of girl i like, doesn't matter if she is fat or skinny tall or short black or white or asian. but i always get judged because i like girls at all. that pisses me off!
truth is i have been judged on everything by bigger girls, and only my height by skinny girls. i am a human man who has a heart and feelings and desires. i like beautiful girls, pretty girls and girls with flaws. fuck girls of all sizes have flaw's it's the ones who enbrass those flaws that make the girl likeable.
i liked this bigger girl a long time ago, and she told me to my face that i was to short and to fat to even be considered as a boyfriend. (JUDGEMENT) i really liked this really skinny girl with red hair, pal skin and glasses. and she told me to my face that that i was fat and i should always go for second best. (JUDGEMENT) i had no ill feelings toward either girl, cause it was their lose.
a few years ago i asked out this pretty skinny girl with blonde hair, she looked at me and just simgply walked away. (JUDGEMENT WITHOUT A WORD)
When i judge it's cause you are mean and rude, ugly on the inside i should say. i won't ever judge a woman on her size, height or looks. i'll judge you on your actions, as i would want to be judged on mine. i don't care if you are 4 feet or 8 feet, 60lbs or 300lbs flat cheated or have huge breasts. a woman is a work of art for men to admire and love.
Then alot of time i am judged on the people i choose to be friends with. the actresses i like and the clothes i wear.
fact is i'm a man, i have my likes and dislikes just like everyone else. i love beautiful asian women, doesn't mean i'll date them all. i like Megan Fox because she is a great actress and she is in my favorite movie. sure she is really hot, but she thinks of the world as this. FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK! i admire her for that.
Then i'm judged because i want to wait until i find the right woman to have sex with, sure enough when i do it's my and her choice to have sex. i'm tired of being judged just because i like things, that i want a good life and find a woman who has everything but has flaws and she embrasses them. she could be fat or skinny i don't know. but whoever she is, i would hope she will love me and respect and cherish me. and yeah i have my eye on someone, she's is beautiful and smart, short and wild who i think wants what i want. i don't know her well so i can't and won't judge her. but if she is willing i want to be with her, be her all, be her need and want, be her dream. and i be damned if i am judged on that.
It's not my fault that i have a penis, blame god damnit! it;s not my fault that life is hard and people are the way they are. i'm only human who wants a good, fun life to share with the woman i'll marry. and yeah i want a woman who is amazing and will treat me as well as i will treat her.
Stop the judgements and stop the put downs all because i am who i am. i've had to change alot in my life, i have lost and found so much. i have cried and felt alone and depressed, just like every man and every woman. thats called having feelings.
i'm a good person with good values and goals i hope to achieve soon. i'm honest and faithful and the person i like i hope she will give me some kind of chance. and if not, having her as a friend will be the greatest gift anyone could ever give me.