I'm a straight male who's developed an interest in wearing make-up, lingerie long nails and a smoking fetish from an ex-girlfriend who thought I'd "Look cute" in her Garter-belt,stockings, make up, long nails and smoking a cigarette "like a lady does". After we broke up I realized that exploring my girlish side was actually quite erotic and sexy.
Now I'm without a girl and with this real desire to learn how I can be more feminine as a result. I'm really attractive to women who smoke long, slim, "ladies" cigarettes and, as a result, I get aroused while I smoke whilst in a dress, make-up et. al.
I've been looking for what seems forever for a mature, understanding , elegant woman who would be willing to share make-up tips with me as well as teaching me, via e-mail, how a lady crosses her legs and holds her cigarette in a dainty sexy fashion. I'm not having a great deal of success in finding this lady and was wondering; Do you even exist or am I relegated to wearing my make-up improperly and smoking and behaving as feminine as a trucker named "Bubba"?
Any advice would really help this long suffering, and actually a very nice and sensitive man.
Waiting with runs in my stockings,
Jennifer

Youtube has a ton of makeup and hair tutorials that could help you.

Thanks for the advice jem. I'll give it a whirl!

I love watching them; I'm totally addicted.

Thanks so much for your advice Jem. I found several tutorials on how to apply Smokey eye shadows, lipsticks, False nails as well as how to smoke my cigarette like a lady should. I'm really attracted to women who are dainty smokers so I love to smoke long, slim, "ladies" cigarettes myself.I've put a few more pics of me up but they're presently waiting approval.
Thanks again and I'll keep you posted

Welcome! ; P